My sick little baby!!!

So my poor little noel has been sick these past few weeks. At first it was really hard for me to decided if she was sick enough to take in, she was throwing up everything she was eating and had fevers but she was always so happy, but after 5 days of not getting any better I took her to the ER, it turned out that she had RSV, bronchiolitis, AND an ear infection. I felt so horrible, she had to be on oxygen while we were in the ER and then she was admitted. The nurse that took care of us when we got to the floor was AMAZING, I hope when I become a nurse that I can be as amazing and caring as she was. She still wasnt getting much better being there so we had to give her an IV, they had to poke her 10 times till they got it. They had the hospitals most skilled nurses trying to get it, had the vein finder and everything. It was so hard for me, and I can't imagine how traumatized she was. We ended up being there for 4 days, I begged them to let us go home I couldn't take it anymore, and i felt confident that I could take care of her. She is still on some breathing treatments but doing so much better, she is such a trooper. Oh I just love her so much, Im so glad she's better. The bad thing is she is back in my bed, I had just gotten her trained to sleep in her crib, but after she came home I wasn't about to let her sleep alone. So its back to the training!